Lil
Everytime I’d get sick you’d always stay up with me and tell me to take a hot shower or lay by the window with it cracked for the fresh air. You’d give me soda because the carbon helped. We used to watch criminal minds, never missed an episode and now my bedtime lullabies I once shared with you I watch and fall asleep too alone. One time we snuck out to the store to fill my tire up with air without mom knowing playing ‘spies’, she didn’t notice we were gone til we were on the way home with my bike and those strawberry lemonade pops you’d always get me. I miss you tons 😕 some days it feels like you’ll walk through the door like nothing ever happened and others i know it’ll never happen. I drive myself crazy wondering why you. Why didn’t I hug you that last time a little tighter, why didn’t I spend that extra time with you. So many questions with no answers. I miss you and hope you’re forever watching over me.